Black and White Principle

♥ Thursday, December 03, 2009

what is your mood today?

happy? sad? moody?

i am feeling cranky...

today i learn again that there is nothing fair in this world again... or maybe today is just aint my day... it is because i saw something that really digusted me... i confronted... am i bruised? i could say yes... it is to my disappointment... i thoughtt i have done good enough... but it didnt turn out not to be the case... BECAUSE THERE IS SOMEONE ALWAYS BETTER THAN YOU... that is the awful fact that everyone got to face because not all will always be on the top... or maybe there is something inside me i am eyeing for that why i fall so badly... i dunno... but which ever it is... even you are in the top... people tries to get rid of your positions because you post a threat to them...

then asking myself is there still a need to find out? because it is just battle that i will never win or change the current situation...

screaming i love you so